Archive for February, 2009

Economic Viscious Cycle

Thing is we have ourselves a domino effect going on and if you “fix” one thing, something else is going to go. I mean so far we have what…people losing jobs and their homes. Losing a home is ruining credit. If they get a job they still are going to have a foreclosure on the books for ten or more years making it so they cannot get credit to get a new home and in some cases they won’t be able to rent either.

And in even more cases, have a mark on your credit and you can’t get a job at certain places. This is a nasty effect. For example let’s say we have two college educated career people in a home, they are a bit overextended on credit (because this is apparently the American dream…to have everything on a payment plan). Then one loses their job. No problem, they can make it on one job in the family for a while…until that 26 weeks of unemployment runs out then the other one also gets downsized. Eventually because of the market neither have a job and they cannot make their payments. Soon everything is gone, credit ruined and they are living in a cheap apartment off of their savings wondering wtf they are going to do. Imagine then…they go to get a job and their disqualifying factor is that they have a foreclosure on their credit. Huh. Now they are highly unemployable. And this is happening by the hundreds if not thousands. So even if someone creates more jobs who is to say people are going to “qualify”.

Meanwhile you have other situations like happened to a family I have known for years. This couple has two children. They aren’t the brightest crayons in the box, but they are very honest very hard working people. He got laid off last year and has not been able to find another job in the area since.

They just got foreclosed on by Citibank, whom they have been trying to contact and work with for six months because they knew that soon they wouldn’t be able to make their mortgage payment which carried a huge 11% interest rate because they were high risk. One of their jobs for the entire month…an entire month’s salary went to make the mortgage payment.

Here’s the one thing that really bothers me. His wife works for McDonald’s. She used to work 36 hours per week, she has worked there for 6 years. McDonald’s started this “wonderful” campaign to teach teens the value of money and a career so they hired about 15 high school students and cut her hours down to 10 per week.

This woman has two children, her husband got downsized and she gets to watch 16 year olds take her job because McDonald’s gets tax breaks and accolades for having some sort of junior mentor program. What is wrong with this picture?

So yay… yay to mcdonalds in creating “new jobs” so their loyal employees get reduced hours and get the chance to lose their home! Did I mention that the county these people live in has absolutely no program or help for the homeless? Do you want to know what the county social services told them when they went to file for benefits and let them know they were homeless? “You should move to X county, they help the homeless there.” Fantastic, isn’t it?

That Empty Girl

Here you are an empty girl
Fill me with light and love and sun she says
Then know what empty is
Empty is that wait
The suffering that is needed
Emptiness is the gate
Walk through the door and feed it

Cry and scream little sister
Get it out of your head
Be the empty girl that’s full of life instead

Have you not seen the sun yet?
It kisses you every day
Touching that part of you
Giving you waking life on your stay

So yell and weep little sister
Time is your friend
Comforting you in your need
Adjusting things in your head
So soon will things come right

All will be whole in light and love
Though do not forget the darkness
That holds the moon above
Sing with all your heart
Because no one can hear you
Except me inside and I believe you

How softly you think sometimes when it rains
How your bright eyes gleam when it snows
How tender is that touch when picking a rose

What gentleness did I bring into this world
What silence and sometimes rage
What dream is writ upon your page

When did time go by like that
When nothing else seems done
When will my world end as yours just begun

Where are we now my love
Where will go that youthful age
Where with your lavender and sage

As I am left standing on this stage.

The Plight of Humanity

For centuries we contemplate.  For centuries we search, research, theorize.  The one thing that sets us apart from other animals is this cognitive brain of ours.  We wonder where we came from.  We wonder what our purpose.  If there is nothing greater than us… then we are the gods of earth. if they are doing right…they do what they do and that is it.  We postulate, we argue, we war….about things we have made.  And these things we have made mean nothing.

We use this power…this power of logic and thinking to construct things we argue about.  We use this power to wield it over others, to wield over earth.  We construct what is moral, what is right…what is wrong, jobs, money, games, suffering.

We make things to distract us from our essence.  An elk does not have the power or reason.  It though has the power of learning and conditioning.  Humans have conditioned themselves out of reason and learning.  We look outside for insights within.  We look elsewhere for what is inside.  We concentrate on what is not and not what is.

Any other animal is one with the universe. It does not have to think nor reason. It is.  They do not sit in contemplation wondering 

Man lived with sounds, not language.  Man did not so much wonder where he was from as he just was and did.  Man created reasons when he could to explain his actions of survival and then…one day…the concept of better happened and all hell broke loose.  Instead of communal sharing and security man broke out with power and deception…..I want what you have….because I do not have it.  Though if man never knew what the other had, he would never want it.